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mortified, not.
March 8, 2009, 10:55 pm
Filed under: confessions of a rockstar trolley dolley.

why? well, i know i write a lot of stupid things here (too much information is a prime example) and i know that someday this blog would embarrass me in some way, but i just didn’t think that it would happen yesterday. hahaha! imagine having your thoughts read out loud by a program on a laptop with a couple of people as the audience… totally unnerving. i was mortified. i felt ‘naked’ as soon as i learned about it. the feeling of having your diary passed around for everyone to read.

i shouldn’t feel that way of course. and honestly speaking, i really don’t. i feel… like i’m a star! hahaha! i figured it just upped my awesomeness. people actually waste their time to read/ criticize/ make fun of/ dissect/ reflect on/ update/ compare their lives to/ look for juicy info with what i’ve written down. and i thank you all for it! i posted my thoughts out there, aware that everyone i know has access to read what i have created and this shall go on as long as i have my thoughts to write down.

so… let’s continue the saga.

last 4th, i got stood down from a flight all because i couldn’t pee on time. hahaha! i know… ridiculous, but it’s true. i was pulled out for a flight to egypt on my standby and was randomly selected for the drug and alcohol test. i did my business before coming to eghq so it took me awhile before i was able to give a bottle of specimen for them to check if i was positive for illegal drugs. how inconvenient was that? i wanted to go on the flight but some things cannot be helped. even by a 1.5 liter bottle of water.

5th. was still on standby from the evening until morning of the 6th but gladly i wasn’t pulled out. i wouldn’t mind working but i would probably feel like a zombie serving whatever there is available on board to our valued customers.

went to the big boys mansion that night with gracie to attend the birthday bash. it was fun as usual. lots of people ringing the doorbell every couple of minutes or so, people talking and laughing, girls and boys getting drunk, etc. you get what i mean. i was sober though. i was just happy to be there to greet both my kuya’s in person and spend a bit of time with norwelle (who is absolutely sweeter when drunk. hahaha!)

went back home around 3 in the morning of the 7th and i was out like a light as soon as my head hit the pillow. i woke up after a couple of hours with a sore neck. d*mn that pillow. it’s been giving me sleep problems since last year but i tried keeping up with it. i need to buy a new one now or else i would be forever punishing myself.

had a nice bubblebath that afternoon and kept on thinking and rethinking about my future plans. went out to watch a gory film with friends that night and i really had no idea watchmen would be that wildly graphic. some enjoyed the movie, i pretty much didn’t. i was just glad i was spending time outside my room and with norwelle.

8th. was on standby again and wasn’t pulled out. i had my butt stuck to the bed and watched tv the whole day enjoying one of my favorite series, how i met your mother. had this crazy urge for days now, one quick smoke was all it took to keep my energy levels up. thanks baby. went out with gracie, zeldie and zeldie’s little brother, ryno *big wave* to wafi.

9th. another day off. i woke up this morning and saw fog outside my huge windows. i haven’t seen fog since i was in training college last 2007. and man, was it thick. i remember being in ngong ping with gracie all of a sudden.

so, yeah… i don’t know what else to do today besides my usual routine. hmmm… some grocery shopping at spinneys maybe. a little later in the day.

i’m getting hungry… need to eat. later!

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